hello honey :D hahahah im here to update you. okay anyways, you havent been updating me okay. where have you been?! how come i dont see you online?! i miss you so much please >;( -hugs you tighhhhht-
hahaha i miss you too can? tell edwin how much you love me la. hmm, i dont know if im going back this dec anyways. im so desperate to go back ;( i miss singapore, can you believe it? must come visit me by next year okay honey? hehe. then i'll bring you around. i'll be a good tour guide, i promise! :) love you so much, stupid girl. stupid best friend. we're gonna stay together forever right? cannot leave me after you & ed get married okay? ;( still must love me! still must meet me! still must call me! im gonna be there for you for the rest of my life, i promise :D
honey, it's been so tough with him in NS and stuffs. we only get to talk for like 10-15 minutes a day. i miss him so much you know. im going crazy thinking of him. sometimes my tears will just well up, but i got to control myself. especially when im in school, or in public. it's tough >;( i want to hug him. i want to hug you, mel, sam, ps, trina. i miss all of you so much.. i feel so alone here girl.
and, i think he still calls her. somehow, i just have the feeling. asked him a couple of times, but he just ignored the question.. i dont know, feel kinda lost. does he really love me? what do you think girl? does he? am i being a stupid fool here? i realise that love makes us do stupid stuffs. really does. i know he still loves her, i know i cant do anything about it. tell me what to do girl, give me advices. love you.